[	mood	|	blank	]
[	music	|	nikka costa-everybody got their something	]

wow so my weekend...it was just fine actually..FRIDAY ASHLEY CAME OVER for the first time in a lonng while..we obviously had a fun time. we just wanted to lay low so we went to the wittes so see toby for the first time in a long time...then i paid daniel 5 bucks to drive us a mile to my house...yeahh whatever we were not walking at 11 30. we got home and my mom totally shit a fucking brick on my face, seriously it was out of control..its oaky because im used to it..and by the time we went to bed it was like 12 30 we fell asleep to mean girls heck yes..okay so then we woke up at 11 and my brother made these amazing eggs and like 10 pieces of toast then her mom came 20 minutes early..grrrrr..then that day i hung out with parkerrrr. we saw wimbledon..it was ok..then we made our usual run to home depot to return a rug? then we went to conejitos and it smelled like fried mexican ass in there..holy shit not a fun time..then lastly we went to sentry to get food and saw justin working so we went out of our way to push a few carts around because that was his job..thennn we went home and for around 45 minutes my mom was yelling at me..for no reason at all..then parker had to leave..what a great way to end the night.he was sitting on my bed listening to my mom yell at me FOREVER. gay. then i woke up my mom took me to breakfast at heinemanns and the fucking waiter spilled diet coke ALL over me. yeah i was about to go insane but i decided to be nice and maintain my temper..then we went to mayfair and bought a lot of clothes...my moms "forgive me" shop. i got my homecoming dress which is not to mention soo cute. then i came home and parker came over and we just hung out nothing too specccccial. today i didnt go to school beacuse my stomach hurt. i slept,ate, and watched tv. it was soo nice. tomorrow is rock the vote day.. wtf?

[	mood	|	angry	]
[	music	|	phish-free	]

today was okayyyyyyyy..the morning started out bad because once again morgans cd player was not working and that just makes me soo mad. then i get to school and have math and my teacher fucking shit a brick on everyone in our class because shes so ffffffucking gggggggay. then the rest of the day is boring and nothing exciting happens like usual and then after school i remember morgan cant give me a ride home so i rack up the most amazing person MEGAN's cell phone bill trying to call everyone i know for a ride and then i call john and hes at the beach? yeah so then i get a ride home from cassie then i get home and take a long nap and feel like shit when i wake up..then the rest of the night i basically just sat and watched parker fail at making food..but whatever they turned out to be okay. im in the WORST mood ever and its 10 53 and i have a test tomorrow that i NEED to study for but imm gonna explode...god. why did tom have to leave. i miss him soo much, i fucking hate boarding schools. i still beat myself up for making one of these things...i feel like im talking to myself..

i hope youre feeling better than me : /

[	mood	|	gloomy	]
[	music	|	The Cure-friday im in love	]

i never wanted to do one of these things, but idk i just really felt like it todayyy..anyways my day was veryyyyy very very boring. i defiantly failed my math test which means my grade will drop down to a c which means i will get in big trouble when my mom sees the progress report, even those dont even matter..i just moved houses and its always cold and i have to layer up and wear WOOL socks and a hat and sometimes when its especially FREEZING i have to put on mittens/gloves..today in health i realized i might get diabetes. im not to happy bout that, and i also lost my health binder which means ill have to get ALL new stuff..nothing exciting or funny happened at school today except when morgan was driving home brenda threw my muffin bag at her and the crumbs got all over her..oh my lord it was SOOOOOSOSOSOo funny i practically peed my pants..morgan was especially mad because i leave my trash in her car all the time. anyways im gonna goooo

[	mood	|	lazy	]
[	music	|	dave matthews-everyday	]

I see: the computer screen..what else am i supposed to see?
I need: something hot
I find: what the fuck? i didn't find anything
I want: alot of things that im having trouble thinking of what i want
I love: YOU
I hate: yeah im gonna not say
I miss: TOM WALKER
I fear: that im gonna do bad in school
I feel: freezing
I hear: im not gonna lie..ashlee simpson is always playing in the dailey house
I smell: absolutely nothing
I crave: coldstone, like always
I search: yeah..HUH?
I wonder: why they play the first episode of real world over and over
I regret: i don't really think anyhing

the last time i:
Smiled: when i was just on the phone
Laughed: when am i not laughing?
Cried: i really have no clue..prob a couple days ago
Bought something: food counts. today at lunch
Danced: about 2.4 seconds ago
Were sarcastic: im never serious.well..
Kissed someone: a couple hours ago.:)
Talked to an ex: not for a while
Watched your favorite movie: DEF mean girls..2 nights ago
Had a nightmare:..last night..

A Last time for everything ...

Last book you read: considering i don't read..a LONG time ago
Last movie you saw: mean girls..always
Last song you heard: dashboard-swiss army romance
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: this morning
Last thing you ate: chocolate teddy grahams and cinnamon toast crunch at morgans!

Do You ...

Smoke: noooooope.
Do drugs: negative

Have sex: not quite yet
Sleep with stuffed animals: i don't think so
Live in the moment: all the time
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yea
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: ok..no..?
Play an instrument: not a chance
Believe there is life on other planets: WOW okay..oc
Remember your first love: yeah painfully
Still love him/her: um..the first love never fully goes away
Read the newspaper: uhh no
Believe in miracles?: oh yes
Consider love a mistake?: not at all
Like the taste of alcohol?: of course
Have a favorite candy?: milky way
Believe in astrology?: what the hell is astrology?
Believe in magic?: um YES!
Believe in God: only when something good happens
Pray: you will never find me praying
Go to church: i used to..until i whipped my mom into shape. havent stepped foot on gods grounds for a good amount of time
Have any secrets: yes! a couple big ones
have any pets: NO.hahah
Do well in school: yeah i guess
Go to or plan to go to college: of course..i can't pull a john, im the only hope for this family
Have a major: sure i guess.?
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: oh yeah im pretty friendly haaa
Wear hats: only when im being gay
Have any piercings: thats kind of private.
Have any tattoos: wow..im not trash
Hate yourself?: only when i do something real stupid
Have an obsession?: umm sort of
Have a secret crush?: umm..its not very secret
Collect anything?: besides used kleenex's, nope
Have a best friend?: yes many
Wish on stars?: only when im feeling deep
Like your handwriting?: most of the time
Have any bad habits?: OH YES YES YES
Care about looks?: wow, fucking stupid question of course
Friends and other people?: what? i dont get that
Believe in witches?: yup, sabrina
Believe in Satan?: i've gotta say..NO